Sunday, July 12, 2009

♥ di kala ku kesepian..

after agak lama x online sbb tader internet, smlm agak lama jugakla dok dpn laptop ni ber'ym' ngan sape2 yg online..da berjaya rakan2 ku yg lain.

ade yg da jd DPP, FC, SAR..dan selebihnye wt chambering..tp ade gk la yg macam aku dok umah menanti panggilan yg mcm x kunjung tiba ni..haih..tu la, ari2 da elok2 dpt DPP, g tolak..

x pelah, mayb bukan rezeki kt c2..no regrets tho..

but seriously..it's getting worse n worse everyday..i mean the loneliness and boredom..gile sengal dok umah x wat pape (apart from all the house chores la) dok kt umah sana, tader internet, but ade TV n others..cma rasa cm disconnected a bit je..kt cni, cuma ada internet je..no TV, no cats to play with, no fud to munch, no nothing..~sigh

i miss everyone..especially my hun..n my close frens..but at the moment, thres nothing dat i can do than to wish i wud c them online soon..

~sigh

I AM ME.
Sunday, July 12, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009

♥ setelah sekian lama..

lamanya x bkak blog..

ssah lak rasa tader internet setelah 2 semester tiap2 ari bdepan ngan laptop berinternet yg boleh tahan la lajunye..rindu lak kt ofis yg berselerak n penuh ngan act tu..

ape pon..it's over!!

no more llb life..no more Fairuz & Partners..no more the fun n crazy llb 2B students..no more stairs n pak guard n parking frenzy..

i guess everything that starts has an end to it..n dis is the end of my llb life..

still clueless on wut to do next..hoping and prying for the best for everyone..

I AM ME.
Thursday, June 18, 2009

Saturday, May 16, 2009

♥ final days in uitm

waa...da nk abis da blajar kt cni...

esk last klas (trial)..pas2 da no more classes or sleepless nights in uitm..
cane agaknye pasni ek? sume akan bawak diri masing2...keje n all..cam x caye lak..
for 5 years i've spent my life here, living the student life..sleep deprived, food deprived, money deprived...a lot of deprivations la... kire cm leh msuk kategori torture da la..
but sumhow, i enjoy n cherish every single moment of it..

to all..gud luck in wutever u do!!
kawin nti jgn lupa jemput lak..hehe

I AM ME.
Saturday, May 16, 2009

Friday, May 15, 2009

♥ the end...

llb is almost at the end...one more trial to go, then it's over!!

i'm quite relieved, but i dun noe whether i'm happy...

i dun noe wut's going to happen after dis...i dun noe whether this r/ship is just an llb thingy or is it for real...

i dun noe wut to do next...

i just don't noe anything...

now, i just wish that all the dreams i've been having lately will not come true...let it just be a dream and nothing else...

I AM ME.
Friday, May 15, 2009

Saturday, May 9, 2009

♥ he's just not that into you...

watched the movie recently...didn't manage to catch it in cinema cz i cudn't get anyone to go and watch it with me...but it doesn't matter..i finally maneged to watch it after all...

well..there's a lot of things that can be learn from the muvie...whether it's true or not..i guess wud depends on the facts and circumstances of each particular case...

here are some things which i think are quite...hmm..how to say it...ermmm...gud to watch...haha

1. if a guy does not call you..that means, he doesn't want to call you...

(so, stop hoping n stop checking the phone!! i guess that wud apply to sms too..so, if he doesn't sms u, that wud mean that he doesn't want to...i dun noe whether this only applies to those who are not yet in a r/ship or to both...but to me, guys wud refer to guys...doesn't matter whether u'r already in a r/ship or not...right?)

2. everyone is a rule at first, but will eventually become an exception in the end...

(in dun see the point of being the rule is in the end, everyone will, in a magical way, transform to be an exception..but then, again...it kinda make sense...cz everyone will be an exception to their own particular case only...)

3. the point of marriage...

(its weird cz at first the guy was so reluctant to get married and kept on arguing that thres no reason to get married cz he can take care n love the girl even w/out the sacred ceremony of marriage...but then, if that's the case, kawin jelah..ape yg ssah sgt?~dowh!!pening2...and it gets more2 n more confusing cz when the girl finally agree to that, then he proposed...?????....kn snang kalau dr awal agree je to get married n save the trouble of arguing n having to sleep in the boat)

4. after marriage...

(i find it hard to accept when the man kept on saying that he luv the wife but at the same time cheat on her...n it gets harder to accept when the wife, but aside the ego n the pain of knowing the husband slept with sum1 else, tried to make it better, tried to repair the situation, he pushed her aside...cuma agak weird cz the wife decided to get divorce upon knowing that the husband smoke n lied about smoking rather than because of the adultry...its hard to understand unless if u'r in her position)

in conclusion, it was a gud muvie...very light but full of things that u can relate to ur own life...

I AM ME.
Saturday, May 09, 2009

Friday, May 8, 2009

♥ ~saranghae

Love is something which makes one happy all day long

Love is something seemingly impossible to become a reality

Making things in dreams, miraculously become a reality

Love give us, for the most difficult problem, the strength to conquer it all

And the ability to forgive those who commit unforgivable crimes against us.

A life without love is like a desert without any green

A life without love is like a parched wasteland.

Is it true?

Love is ... the way of the lunatic

People fall in love & become happy?

That ... is all lies!

"You are my destiny"

"You are my life"

Saying such lines,

Gazing each other for a minute,

Then have a change of heart 3 days later.

There are countless of folks like this.

Though I lived my life believing in love,

But the one who stabs me in the back,

is the one I love..

What gives me incurable hurts,

is also the love itself..

Love is ... another word for "annoying"

and it is also the most selfish

emotion existing in this world.

There's nothing more childish than love,

nothing more annoying than love itself.

Love is ... life's hell

So becareful everyone!

What nonsense?

Love is ... life's lucky clover

Love is indeed God's biggest gift to humankind.

Love is fated..

And now, it's just starting...

- Seok Chul Soo & Na Young Hee-

I AM ME.
Friday, May 08, 2009

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

♥ juz a bit more to go..

fuh...finally da tinggal another one paper to go..civil procedure..
really tired now..dunno y, but sumhow mcm x smangat lansung nk blajar since msuk llb ni..dari last sem lagi..i noe i nid to work extra hard, but sumhow, it doesn't seems to work..
i've tried all the things tht i can..start study awal..wat write up..concentrate in class..but nuthing work..
kinda frustrating..but i juz dun noe wut else to do..
luckily, i hav sumone who kept on pushing me..but still...
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I AM ME.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009